Egg games, Easter version

Gel egg

About a week ago, Lisa Gawlas did a channeling for me. Today I want to share (as far as possible) about my experiences after that.
The story is about Hajamu, Onjamu and Jesus.

For me, Hajamu (male energy) is teaching me how to influence my own energy, starting with the orange egg Lisa saw in my belly.
Onjamu (feels like female energy) will teach me about the use of (some kind of) heart-centered energy generator, and much more.
Then there is Jesus (integrating male and female energies), the all encompassing, he will show me how to bring this into the world.

Until today, my main focus has been on the use of the orange egg.
The first thing it did, was expanding in a flash and start rotating, with my belly as center point. Size just a bit bigger than my hip-width.
It’s a higly dynamic egg, changing and rotating all the time, at my command (once I learnt that).
At one point, I saw Hajamu’s belly, showing me his egg, starting it up until rotating at a 1000 rpm. It can go much faster, but that will be for next level instructions. As he told me today: phase one is finished (no clue what that means).
Few nights ago I saw his energy (like a cloud) hovering against the ceiling above my body (while in bed). In the beginning he showed himself as a full metal robot, with tiny head, shape like a transformer toy, with metal armoured plates around his body.

So that’s all kind of nice, but the practical application? Amazing!
Rotating the egg generates energy. One day I was constantly rotating the egg before going to sleep. It took me 2 hours to fall asleep, and only could sleep when I stopped the rotating.
Later I learned that the egg can be controlled by intention instead of willpower.
The energy feels like protective.
At work I now can focus like never before. My mind is much sharper.
And this feeling of power generates a lot of calm.
Last saturday, when driving to the grocery store, I noticed I was just driving. Completely unaware of where I intended to go.
Previously I had enough stress inside of my body to be able to be reminded of where I was going. Now with stress almost completely gone, I had to think about other ways to remind myself of where I was going. Felt really nice!

Yesterday I met Onjamu for a few seconds.
I had seen him (bit strange, since I feel a lot of female energy too) flying in the distance, always moving. This time he came close, and suddenly I was Onjamu. And then he was gone again.
This in contrast to Hajamu, who is always around and kind of separate from me.

Connection with Jesus feels mostly from a distance.
I know (since a few years) he has been with me all my life. I felt his energy in my guardian angel, who told me his name is Joshua. Back then I asked his name several times, because I expected it to be Jeshua (as in: Jesus).
A few months ago I discovered (remembered) that Joshua was the guy from the bible who guided the people of Israel across the river Jordan to the promised land. And then read that (unsurprisingly) Joshua is a previous incarnation of Jesus.
Last october, when reading a book explaining the Gospels (from the bible) from a spiritual/universal viewpoint, I saw Jesus next to my bed, sitting on a chair, stating: I am your guru (teacher of higher wisdom), and I am here to stay.
After that, I could always talk with him, or ask questions, which I almost never did. Because energetic changes since then have been so profound that there wasn’t much space for further exploration. But I am always feeling his energy and inspiration. And asking myself occasionally: what would Jesus do (and knowing the answer immediately).
Until today, I have seen Jesus and me standing on the border of “his country”, holding hands. It wasn’t time yet to enter that country.

Finishing, I want to thank Lisa for being around and making life so much more fun and exciting.
I know, I can do this journey on my own, it will happen anyway.
As the bible says (genesis 2 verse 18): “It is not good that the man should be alone”. This text is (in what I was taught) generally thought to be about marriage and sex. From my viewpoint now, it is literally what it states: one can do things alone, but there are so many reasons why it is better to be with (at least) one other human in your travels.
Troughout my life I have learnt that there are many different people who can fit this description, each on their own time and in their own unique way.
I feel a lot of connection with Lisa, she has a great connection with Sananda (Jesus), can see, sees differently than I do, is as clean as possible in her readings (seeings), and is simply fun to be with …
It was completely logical to ask her to travel with me for some time (by buying a channeling package), providing additional and amazing insights, making things a lot more exciting, and provinding me with even more focus, just by BEing.

Love you all ❤


The AMAZING Skill Sets Being Revealed and the New Teachers Here to Help Us!!!

About the second half is about my amazing life 🙂

The Shift of Time and Energy!


When I woke up late yesterday, I wasn’t going to write a blog.  I really like to have 3-4 hours to do my sharings, when I only have an hour, I feel like I am rushing and cannot get out everything desired.  Yet, there was no way spirit was letting me slide yesterday and they hung the new skills and meditation importance in my face until I finally hit the keyboard to release it.  Truthfully, they also snuck in the release of the new package I will put together today… kinda as their way of making sure I get it done.  After I published my blog I thought… how the hell do I even do a package of the unknown???  Meaning, how do I try to teach what I don’t even know yet.  Well, spirit made sure everyone on my agenda yesterday was about to make this a crystal clear…

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Kundalini (2)


The energy exercises are easy and fun
Now 4th chakra (heart) signals there is other work to do first
So I will look into that (with pleasure) before sharing my experiences

If you want to read more already, I found the only clear information in
The Lost Codes of Shambhala by Lisa Gawlas

Google search gives 11 million hits when searching for “Kundalini”
This is (amazingly) the only place where I found a clear, understandable and practical guide about what it is and how to raise the energies in a safe way

Kundalini (1)

I guess it’s time to post about Kundalini.
Yesterday I shared a post on facebook:

You are here to lead by example
to find the frequency of Source within you
to be that while having physical experiences
to spread that energy
with the state of being that you hold
You are reaching more with your energy
than your words or actions ever could
– Ophelia

After one comment, I suddenly realized that this post
and specifically my summary, was all about Kundalini energies.
So I wanted to share this here first, and intending to write more about this.


Enjoyable sunday


Again so much to enjoy today 🙂

Quiet time in the morning
Enjoying my ever improving glass-less eyesight and relaxed eyes
discovering that a lot about eyesight is mental- and habit related
enjoyed letting go of limits that I came aware of

visiting my son
WIth great enjoyment he explained and showed his new, self-built computer
with all that he could imagine to build in and on it
experiencing all his enthousiasm, makes 😀 me 😀 smile 😀 big time
beautiful to experience that he is easily able to make himself happy

And then sharing in general, connecting and doing groceries together
Great to experience there is ever more understanding between us two
both respecting and valuing eachothers boundaries
and then the joy of seeing that working perfectly

Enjoying my ever changing physical
feeling ever more calm and balanced

had a significant insight about healing with CBD oil
cannabis is a new-earth healing plant,
it works on the physical (CBD) and spiritual (THC) level
cannabis will always respect free will
it will support healing, if you really want, and work with it
if you (sub/un)consciously dont want healing,
it will support as far as you allow it to

Enjoying balancing weekend

Slept today until 4 pm 😀
Obviously my body wants a lot of rest now
Yesterday at dinner time I ate one tuna pizza, 4 tosti’s and 5 knoppers 😀
Glad that I can eat and have appetite

Now trying CBD oil on my eyelids too, to help relax and heal
Feels good, applying it at night, so that my eyes can remain closed

I feel so calm, balanced and all-loving
balancing ever more

Intuitive blogging

just made a new blogpost, intuitively

I am so much into numbers
they are highly significant spiritual messengers for me
I had to search for the numbers that validate this post

I simply knew I had to do this now (but didnt know why, and why now)
and then I found them (

I am really impressed
feeling emotional (because of the ongoing spiritual connection)
feeling soo much love for all they gave me and my brothers

message is: we see you, we honor you, in awe of your path, joy and love

accompanying music:

my dad hated James Last’s music, he used to call him James Overlast
(dutch “overlast” = nuisance)